Thursday, May 27, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
BS, i miss u so much ):
but guess there is nth i can do,
other then miss u bah..
seriously day w/o u really sux..
haix.. i will b here waitin for u ..
cos nth more important then u..
i will always b there for u when u need mii..
i really hope to rewrite all the story over again..
u are the one that i love & need..
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Labels: Emo GeR l0vIn u..
Thursday, May 20, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
fcuk fcuk fuck..!! regret go look at it regret go and on com ...why am i so itchy hand go press and lookregret, i saw something that i don wish to see it!SAD, HURT & PAIN is all wad i can say now!heart broke into piece.. totally..cannot seem to smile happily anymore
Labels: emo ger gone;
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
i am missin u like no tomorrow ):
do u know how much i need u nw? haix
why cannot we b back for one last time?
i really dono wad other tell u till,
u have become like this..
haix.. everything is just my fault..
i admit i lose i lose everything..
without u i am totally lose..
cos wad for i win when i does not have u le?
i wan u to b there to smile with mii,
when i sad b with mii,
when i sick take care mii..
haix does it make so hard?
seriously i could not get u out of my mind..
u are just like a part of my brain..
even ppl may say we break not long,
why i become like this or wad so ever...
i don fcukin care..
maybe wadever i say nw will make u think is rubbish
& u wont believe mii..
but i will use time to prove to u everything..
BS, i will just b here waitin for u once again..
i only love u..
Labels: girl u wont know how important u are to mii..
Sunday, May 16, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
BS SORRY . I KNOW I AM THE ONE THAT LET U DOWN. I KNOW I DON DESERVE U TO COME BACK TO MII BUT DON NEED SAY UNTIL I ACT PATHETIC INFRONT OF OTHER PPL . LOVE ONE PERSON IS EASY , BUT ITS HARD AND HURT TO SAY GDBYE TO THE PERSON I LOVE SO DEEP IN MY LIFE.
I DON REALLY HAVE TO ACT PATHETIC INFRONT OF OTHER PPL,
COS IT WAS ALL MY FAULT THAT MAKE U LEAVE MII..
i know is impossible to ask u forget the past that how i treat u, but i already tryin my best to let u forgive mii . i already tryin to change.. i will just stand right here waitin for u.. i will b faithful to u.. cos u are the only one i love & need..
i don dare tell other how i treat u last time,
cos i know i am lousy and bad..
i know last time was my wrong,
i already reflect myself le..
and know where are my mistake is..
will u give mii a chance to show u that i am changin le?.
i don mind always bein a crybaby just for u..
i am feelin so hurt but there is nth i can say or do le..
cos i am already nth to u..
seriously i dono wad i can do to make u come back le..
maybe i only can b here waitin for u bah..
u can make mii so happy
like the world is mine..
yet u can make mii hurt so badly
with ur word...
i really miss u i really do..
seriously i cannot stand it anymore le..
i am goin to break down soon..
i am fail as a std, all i wan is to make u happy
but end up always make u sad..
seriously i miss everything about u do u know?
i fuckin regret lettin u go from myside..
i really need u NOW!
i know my word make u don believe mii le..
but give mii a chance to prove to u hao ma?
i really wanna b by urside,
and see u smilin again..
do u still care mii still love mii?
can i know? i am so confuse nw..
i know all the problem is on mii..
but i really wish to know wad i am to u?
guess i am just bein selfish bah..
i am the most stupid fool!!
i fuckin hate myself nw..
i know u no more feelin for mii le,
right nw i am tryin my best to make u get back
the feelin for mii..
cos i know i cannot live w/0 u..
sorry i cannot b strong after all..
i lose..
body feel so sux this few day haix..
feel like body goin break le..
hmm when i not in sg hope u will,
hao hao take care urself..
i don wan u have anything happen..
idiot star i miss u!
sry that i lie u last time..
i really wan u back..
i really wan to b with u back..
i am a lousy std after all
will u love someone like mii?
BS,will u 4give mii?
Labels: always here for u only u..
Saturday, May 15, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
happy/sad one yrs one month..
haix i really miss u alot do u know?
how i wish we were back like last time.. ):
so happy and sweet..
i really need u ..
but guess u wont need mii anymore..
cos i no longer in ur eye,
like how i use too..
how i wish we can start afresh..
but guess u just wont bah..
i really love u loads..
but i cannot even gan dong dao ni..
i gt wad right to b with u?
true i really wan u back,
cos u are the one i love..
no one can seem to replace u,
in my heart..
so wad ppl say u where gd this all,
to mii u are gd that enough le..
wad for i have to hear wad other say..
all i wan is ur care and love..
seriously u change mii alot..
i don mind bein the stupid fool,
in this world just for u..
ya i am ver easy jealous,
is just cos i love u so deeply..
till i cannot even move seriously..
do u know how important u mean to mii? haix..
love u miss u is all i can do nw!
BS, b mine again will u?give mii one more chance will u?Labels: just tell mii the true i can handle it..
Monday, May 10, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
everything feel like a dream,
first i have u nw wake le everything just simply GONE..
why cannot i have u when i am in a dream and awake?
feel so stupid afterall this thing happen..
cos i cannot don have u,
nw then i found out i really love u not only that loads
i love u till nth can explain it by it self..
i found myself into u so deeply..
i have the most best std & girl le,
yet why did i let go of u once again??
why do i choose to do all the thing u don like?
if i gt the chance i wont do anymore..
ARRRRRR!! i am just a stupid fool in this world..
a fuckin stupid FOOL..
i miss everything about u..
but i cannot seen to do anything..
everytime i saw u on9 i gt that rush wan to talk to u,
but i could not find any reason to..
everytime when i sad i feel like msg u askin u pei mii msg,
cos u make my world full of happiness.
yet same thing i could not find any reason,
cos i scare of sayin wrong thing and make u angry again..
i don ask for much i only wan u,
to msg mii and talk normal only..
when ever i pass by any shop,
i saw inside gt cross thing my leg will just auto when in
to see the thing and it just auto make mii think of u..
when u love that person u wont care about anything..
how i wish i could hold ur hand once again..
and this time i really wont let go le..
can we start afresh again?.
really hope i gt the chance,
will u give mii this chance? ):
the day u leave mii was the day i become alone & back into darkness..
Labels: i don wan to accept that u are GONE.. ):
Thursday, May 6, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
fall in love is easy & sweet..
but come to break,
it is so hard to let go..
no matter how much,
time u take..
it will just b so hard to heal
that scar..
can u simply give her back to mii? T.T
cos i really need her in my life.. ):
i am serious about her..
i really dono how live w/o her le..
u are the reason that i am alive for..
how i wish i were blind,
so that i wont see anything but only feel
ur warm heart that all.. will b enough
stay with mii
take my heart & hand away with u..
cos i don wan other to take but only u..
how i wish i can b the star in the sky
so i can protect u whenever u are..
i don mind just bein a stupid fool
just by waitin for u..
cos when u love someone u wont mind
anything even wait for u..
that 5 yrs promise has always been in my mind
i will just take that suffer by myself...
cos i cannot seen to do anything nw..
i cannot even move at all..
we do have alot of couple stuff
and alot of sweet thing..
u are the first person that i ever had,
so many couple stuff b4..
Labels: i miss u so badly .. T.T
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
ya i think alot..
i cry alot is just cos
u mean alot to mii
in my mind & heart..
i will just pretend it not hurt..
i will still smile to face everything..
when u lost the important person in ur life
u will nv get it back..
relationship is just so heartless!
no matter how much u regret it!
i really regret it..
regret by not explain it clear and not much..
and just an idiot let u go off by my side..
I regret so much thing that I always did without thinkin..
haix.. everything just gone..
thinkin of havin u seem so impossible.. ):
i just wanna b by ur side when u need ppl
to cheer u up or wad..
and yeah just simple one word
I AM GOIN CRAZY!!
CRAZY for u!
u are just like my ADDICTION..
Labels: u choose to leave and nv turn back ):
★ EmO KiA MISS you
i dono how long i can stand anymore..
i cannot feel my heart beat nw..
guess i can only from far watch u that all..
i see that and i cry so badly..
sometime i do ask myself,
am i really that strong or am i just actin?
seriously heart feel so pain, i feel so stupid..
i know i mean nth to u le..
cos i no longer in ur eye anymore..
but u will always remain in my eye.. (:
Each drop of a tear is costly then anything in this world. But, no one knows its value until u have it in ur own eyes for someone u love..
in this world thing u can buy with money,
but money don mean everything.
cos with how fuckin much money u have in this world,
u cannot even buy LOVE..
or MET the one u LOVE with money!
leave "something" for "someone" but never leave "someone" for something" cos....in life "something" will leave u but "someone" will always b with u.
even throught they did not show it out..
CRY FOR SOMEONE WHICH U LOVE,
DON CRY FOR SOMEONE U DON LOVE MUCH..!
[MIA-IN]
Labels: my world turn into darkness once again ):
Monday, May 3, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
to u word may mean nth..
cos ppl always say word is not better then action..
i fail to do by action, and i cannot think of anything nw
but only thinkin of doin this..
to prove how much u mean to mii..
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slowly you enters my heart and now in every direction there is you. you are true good to me ,you will always be the most beautiful star that twinkle my heart.
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can u tell me can the fish live without water can the berd live without air can the baby live without mother so tell me how can i live without u..
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if i say i love you its not true. cos what i feel is bigger than love. i cannot find any word that can express what i feel in my heart.
Labels: i am unhappy w/o u ):
Saturday, May 1, 2010
★ EmO KiA MISS you
it so hurt to hear that..heart seem so pain..i am really unhappy..u may say i am selfish bah..there is nth i can do anymore.. ):i can just only cry & cry non stop..i am just a cry baby & a plain girl..i am bein stuck here, cannot even move..will u notice it? maybe u are too busy to notice it bah..when u will notice or found out,that i NEEDED YOU.i just have to keep this feelin to myself,it really so painful and i will just tolerate it.heart just keep bleed non stop..i cannot seem to say out..i may be nth to other ppl,but i wish to b something to u.i cannot seem to smile so happily like last time already..maybe i am really nth to u le bah..but i just wan u to know u are always in my heart..and the most important to mii..i still MISS U loads..4 mth plus w/o ui am still waitin..girl i am serious about u..hope u know that..Labels: everything just gone like this ):
