complicated LIFE~

2011-08-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

i miss u so badly.. u know how u are..
haix.. when then u will ever understand everything?
that i still luv u and so on..
how i wish time could turn back..
u to b mine again..
u say i too tied u le.. mayb i am bah..
but i am just scare of everything.. :(
but u don get it after all..
mayb i am really lousy bah..
sorry, <3

2010-08-10T04:30:00.001-07:00

[MIA-IN]

FIND MII BY PHONE IF UR WAN.

take care, ppl.

2010-07-26T07:50:00.000-07:00

weee ~ changed my pic..
the pic put so long like abit sian le.
but feel this pic so weird hmm..
i guess nvm la.. :D
this few day stay home so sian..
if not jiu out with darlin. :)
watch movie with darlin ytd she so cute la..^^
but yet she like to bully mii, so sad.
everytime keep wan box mii de.. ):
and omg, still owe her neoprint & other movie.
and she owe mii sushi & pic hahax..(rmb return mii)^^
and i tell u don bully mii,
if not i not goin to return u ur neoprint & movie!
but u must return mii mine sushi hahax~
i think dralin goin kill mii if she happen to see this.. -_-
like so finally one mth with darlin le so happy. :D
we may have alot of quarrelin & other stuff,
i know i make u sad & cry alot sry..
i really wish u would pei mii more,
care mii more.. hmm.
maybe i ask too much from this r/s le bah..
sry.. jealously kill everything ..
i miss u ):

I love you a little bit more when you call me dear,
I love you a little bit more when you hold my hand,
I love you a little bit more when you hug me.

2010-07-24T09:22:00.000-07:00

i feel like a stupid fool..
feelin like kena played..
haix.. or am i just thinkin too much?
can anyone tell mii?
i feel so fcukin ...!
or am i just a toy to u?
feelin so confuse..
or am i too selfish?
i just wan u pei mii longer
by myside when i need u..
does this wrong?
am i askin too much?
i feel like breakin down soon..
it really hurt..
i am so tongku..!
but u wont know how i feel!
everything are not the same le.
u sound like someone else..
sorry if i am not a gd std.

2010-07-20T02:02:00.000-07:00

[MiA-iN]

anything msg my phone ya? :D

2010-07-18T08:56:00.000-07:00

i am sad.. haix..
guess u wont know.
it really hurt after all..
everything just so.. haix
maybe it just need time?
i feel so sux nw..

fuck myself

2010-07-10T15:02:00.000-07:00

feelin so weak.. havin flu, cough & sore throat haix.. T.T

havin weird weird feelin this few day..

dono why.. just feel like breakin down soon ..

seriously i dono wad am i doin nw too..

haix hate myself right nw..

i know alot of thing i say nw, u may don believe..

but just wan let u know that,

everything i say is true..

just let time prove it bah..

quarrelin is not the best way after all..

everything just so sux..

With the start of each new dayI find myself thinking of you...

In the middle of my busy day,my mind wanders and I think of you...

2010-07-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

i am feelin so confuse.. ):
i hate this feelin seriously!
i feel so pathetic right nw..!
guess no one will know how i feel.. haix
~
S, i miss u do u know?
haix.. feel like breakin down soon.
i dono wad my mind is doin nwaday haix..

2010-07-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

lovin my monster wifey..

dono why do we start to quarrel nwaday..
haix.. don wish to quarrel with u..
sorry..
seem like i am always makin u angry,
all the time and not happy..
dui bu qi
i don mean it de..
i just wanna hold ur hand tight
& nv let it go..
b with mii always hao ma?
i just wan u to hold mii before i fall..
i wan to walk this empty road with u..
will u walk down this road with mii?
seriously bein with u i feel happy..
do u?
seriously i know i am always a crybaby
and make u feel hard to hong mii..
sorry.. i just wan u to care mii more..
maybe i am always childish that make u feel
ver hard bah..
u make mii fall in love with u more & more each day..
SHm i just simply fall in love with u w/o knowin..

i miss u ~

2010-06-23T10:46:00.000-07:00

how r u nwaday?
guess u are fine & livin happily bah..
till nw i nv fail to miss u every single day..
cos my eye will only have u..
~
hmm out of a sudden i feel that i am so weak..
weak in everything haix..
everything don seem fine and ok.
every fcukin thing seem so wrong.. haix
i dono wad can i do anymore..
miss havin u beside mii..
miss all the msg that we use to send..
i miss ur smile..
if this world are more bigger more ppl,
will we still met & bein tgt?
havin so much memories to think?
i rmb wad promise we have b4,
do u still rmb? wad we have promise?
seriously i don ask for much
i only wan someone to b there when i am sad..
someone to b there to wipe my tears..
someone to b there to cover blanket for mii,
when i feel cold at nite..
someone to love & care mii..
i just wan to b with u that all.. so simple
why does it seem so hard?
i know 160409 u will nv b back to mii already..
true i miss u so fuckin loads..
i really cannot let go u..
i am totally lost..
lost in ur love and every where
will u know how i feel?
will u know how sad i am?
gal, u will never know how much i need u!
i am still countin on..
guess u are missin that person nw bah..
and not mii anymore.
if this was a dream how i wish,
i would nv awake..
just b in ur dream 4ever..
~
seriously fuck life nw..
hmm feel like goin break down
drink smoke drink smoke haix..
i really hope u will see my blog but,
guess it wont happen anymore..
cos germaine are no longer in SLMH heart
i cannot seem to see u anymore..
guess i only can walk behind ur shadow..
maybe i more & more don get u le bah.
u are gettin more and more far away..
~
it easy to start a relationship,
but it hard to end a relationship
~
guess i am not the one i use to b anymore..
u will always b that idiot star in my heart my eye
u wont lost ur spot in my heart..
fairytales does not exist at all!
the 5 yrs promise is always keep in my heart..
我爱的人,能够看你幸福,快乐我就满住了.我爱你♥

2010-06-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

5 month 17 day

w/o u really sux..

u wont know how it feel..
no matter how hurt it is
i did not show it out at all..
ya u may say i am childish i am immature
but that does not mean i don love u..
i just really don wish to accept that fact
till nw guess i can just only walk behind ur shadow..
the only thing i can say is,
u are just like an angel given to mii by god..
guess i just have to walk down the empty street w/o u
once again..

let go don mean that i don love u anymore,
is cos i too love u~
IDIOT WHY MUST U MAKE MII B LIKE LAST YRS AGAIN??
i will b here waitin for u..

i need you

2010-05-27T10:54:00.000-07:00

BS, i miss u so much ):

but guess there is nth i can do,
other then miss u bah..
seriously day w/o u really sux..
haix.. i will b here waitin for u ..
cos nth more important then u..
i will always b there for u when u need mii..
i really hope to rewrite all the story over again..
u are the one that i love & need..

5360

2010-05-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

fcuk fcuk fuck..!! regret go look at it
regret go and on com ...
why am i so itchy hand go press and look
regret, i saw something that i don wish to see it!
SAD, HURT & PAIN is all wad i can say now!
heart broke into piece.. totally..
cannot seem to smile happily anymore

the new EmO GeR will b out..

2010-05-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

i am missin u like no tomorrow ):

do u know how much i need u nw? haix

why cannot we b back for one last time?

i really dono wad other tell u till,

u have become like this..

haix.. everything is just my fault..

i admit i lose i lose everything..

without u i am totally lose..

cos wad for i win when i does not have u le?

i wan u to b there to smile with mii,

when i sad b with mii,

when i sick take care mii..

haix does it make so hard?

seriously i could not get u out of my mind..

u are just like a part of my brain..

even ppl may say we break not long,

why i become like this or wad so ever...

i don fcukin care..

maybe wadever i say nw will make u think is rubbish

& u wont believe mii..

but i will use time to prove to u everything..

BS, i will just b here waitin for u once again..

i only love u..

2010-05-16T09:03:00.000-07:00

BS SORRY . I KNOW I AM THE ONE THAT LET U DOWN. I KNOW I DON DESERVE U TO COME BACK TO MII BUT DON NEED SAY UNTIL I ACT PATHETIC INFRONT OF OTHER PPL . LOVE ONE PERSON IS EASY , BUT ITS HARD AND HURT TO SAY GDBYE TO THE PERSON I LOVE SO DEEP IN MY LIFE.
I DON REALLY HAVE TO ACT PATHETIC INFRONT OF OTHER PPL,
COS IT WAS ALL MY FAULT THAT MAKE U LEAVE MII..

i know is impossible to ask u forget the past that how i treat u, but i already tryin my best to let u forgive mii . i already tryin to change.. i will just stand right here waitin for u.. i will b faithful to u.. cos u are the only one i love & need..
i don dare tell other how i treat u last time,
cos i know i am lousy and bad..

i know last time was my wrong,
i already reflect myself le..
and know where are my mistake is..
will u give mii a chance to show u that i am changin le?.
i don mind always bein a crybaby just for u..

i am feelin so hurt but there is nth i can say or do le..

cos i am already nth to u..

seriously i dono wad i can do to make u come back le..

maybe i only can b here waitin for u bah..

u can make mii so happy

like the world is mine..

yet u can make mii hurt so badly

with ur word...

i really miss u i really do..

seriously i cannot stand it anymore le..

i am goin to break down soon..

i am fail as a std, all i wan is to make u happy

but end up always make u sad..

seriously i miss everything about u do u know?

i fuckin regret lettin u go from myside..

i really need u NOW!

i know my word make u don believe mii le..

but give mii a chance to prove to u hao ma?

i really wanna b by urside,

and see u smilin again..

do u still care mii still love mii?

can i know? i am so confuse nw..

i know all the problem is on mii..

but i really wish to know wad i am to u?

guess i am just bein selfish bah..

i am the most stupid fool!!

i fuckin hate myself nw..

i know u no more feelin for mii le,

right nw i am tryin my best to make u get back

the feelin for mii..

cos i know i cannot live w/0 u..

sorry i cannot b strong after all..

i lose..

body feel so sux this few day haix..
feel like body goin break le..
hmm when i not in sg hope u will,
hao hao take care urself..
i don wan u have anything happen..

idiot star i miss u!

sry that i lie u last time..

i really wan u back..

i really wan to b with u back..

i am a lousy std after all

will u love someone like mii?

BS,will u 4give mii?

2010-05-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

happy/sad one yrs one month..

haix i really miss u alot do u know?
how i wish we were back like last time.. ):
so happy and sweet..
i really need u ..
but guess u wont need mii anymore..
cos i no longer in ur eye,
like how i use too..
how i wish we can start afresh..
but guess u just wont bah..
i really love u loads..
but i cannot even gan dong dao ni..
i gt wad right to b with u?
true i really wan u back,
cos u are the one i love..
no one can seem to replace u,
in my heart..
so wad ppl say u where gd this all,
to mii u are gd that enough le..
wad for i have to hear wad other say..
all i wan is ur care and love..
seriously u change mii alot..
i don mind bein the stupid fool,
in this world just for u..
ya i am ver easy jealous,
is just cos i love u so deeply..
till i cannot even move seriously..
do u know how important u mean to mii? haix..
love u miss u is all i can do nw!

BS, b mine again will u?
give mii one more chance will u?

2010-05-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

everything feel like a dream,

first i have u nw wake le everything just simply GONE..

why cannot i have u when i am in a dream and awake?

feel so stupid afterall this thing happen..

cos i cannot don have u,

nw then i found out i really love u not only that loads

i love u till nth can explain it by it self..

i found myself into u so deeply..

i have the most best std & girl le,

yet why did i let go of u once again??

why do i choose to do all the thing u don like?

if i gt the chance i wont do anymore..

ARRRRRR!! i am just a stupid fool in this world..

a fuckin stupid FOOL..

i miss everything about u..

but i cannot seen to do anything..

everytime i saw u on9 i gt that rush wan to talk to u,

but i could not find any reason to..

everytime when i sad i feel like msg u askin u pei mii msg,

cos u make my world full of happiness.

yet same thing i could not find any reason,

cos i scare of sayin wrong thing and make u angry again..

i don ask for much i only wan u,

to msg mii and talk normal only..

when ever i pass by any shop,

i saw inside gt cross thing my leg will just auto when in

to see the thing and it just auto make mii think of u..

when u love that person u wont care about anything..

how i wish i could hold ur hand once again..

and this time i really wont let go le..

can we start afresh again?.

really hope i gt the chance,

will u give mii this chance? ):

the day u leave mii was the day i become alone & back into darkness..

i am not STRONG at all!

2010-05-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

fall in love is easy & sweet..
but come to break,
it is so hard to let go..
no matter how much,
time u take..
it will just b so hard to heal
that scar..
can u simply give her back to mii? T.T
cos i really need her in my life.. ):
i am serious about her..
i really dono how live w/o her le..
u are the reason that i am alive for..
how i wish i were blind,
so that i wont see anything but only feel
ur warm heart that all.. will b enough
stay with mii
take my heart & hand away with u..
cos i don wan other to take but only u..
how i wish i can b the star in the sky
so i can protect u whenever u are..
i don mind just bein a stupid fool
just by waitin for u..
cos when u love someone u wont mind
anything even wait for u..
that 5 yrs promise has always been in my mind
i will just take that suffer by myself...
cos i cannot seen to do anything nw..
i cannot even move at all..
we do have alot of couple stuff
and alot of sweet thing..
u are the first person that i ever had,
so many couple stuff b4..

without u..

2010-05-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

ya i think alot..
i cry alot is just cos
u mean alot to mii
in my mind & heart..
i will just pretend it not hurt..
i will still smile to face everything..
when u lost the important person in ur life
u will nv get it back..
relationship is just so heartless!
no matter how much u regret it!
i really regret it..
regret by not explain it clear and not much..
and just an idiot let u go off by my side..
I regret so much thing that I always did without thinkin..
haix.. everything just gone..
thinkin of havin u seem so impossible.. ):
i just wanna b by ur side when u need ppl
to cheer u up or wad..

and yeah just simple one word
I AM GOIN CRAZY!!
CRAZY for u!
u are just like my ADDICTION..

i am not prefect after all.

2010-05-05T01:07:00.000-07:00

i dono how long i can stand anymore..
i cannot feel my heart beat nw..
guess i can only from far watch u that all..
i see that and i cry so badly..
sometime i do ask myself,
am i really that strong or am i just actin?
seriously heart feel so pain, i feel so stupid..
i know i mean nth to u le..
cos i no longer in ur eye anymore..
but u will always remain in my eye.. (:
Each drop of a tear is costly then anything in this world. But, no one knows its value until u have it in ur own eyes for someone u love..
in this world thing u can buy with money,
but money don mean everything.
cos with how fuckin much money u have in this world,
u cannot even buy LOVE..
or MET the one u LOVE with money!
leave "something" for "someone" but never leave "someone" for something" cos....in life "something" will leave u but "someone" will always b with u.
even throught they did not show it out..
CRY FOR SOMEONE WHICH U LOVE,
DON CRY FOR SOMEONE U DON LOVE MUCH..!

[MIA-IN]

2010-05-03T01:56:00.000-07:00

to u word may mean nth..
cos ppl always say word is not better then action..
i fail to do by action, and i cannot think of anything nw
but only thinkin of doin this..
to prove how much u mean to mii..
~
slowly you enters my heart and now in every direction there is you. you are true good to me ,you will always be the most beautiful star that twinkle my heart.
~
can u tell me can the fish live without water can the berd live without air can the baby live without mother so tell me how can i live without u..
~
if i say i love you its not true. cos what i feel is bigger than love. i cannot find any word that can express what i feel in my heart.

the most hardest thing to say is gdbye

2010-05-01T09:43:00.000-07:00

it so hurt to hear that..
heart seem so pain..
i am really unhappy..
u may say i am selfish bah..
there is nth i can do anymore.. ):
i can just only cry & cry non stop..
i am just a cry baby & a plain girl..
i am bein stuck here, cannot even move..
will u notice it? maybe u are too busy to notice it bah..
when u will notice or found out,
that i NEEDED YOU.
i just have to keep this feelin to myself,
it really so painful and i will just tolerate it.
heart just keep bleed non stop..
i cannot seem to say out..
i may be nth to other ppl,
but i wish to b something to u.
i cannot seem to smile so happily like last time already..
maybe i am really nth to u le bah..
but i just wan u to know u are always in my heart..
and the most important to mii..

i still MISS U loads..
4 mth plus w/o u
i am still waitin..
girl i am serious about u..
hope u know that..

a stupid fool

2010-04-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

4 month i am w/o u ):
i told myself to b strong but.. i FAIL

it seem so hard for mii..

BS
we are not tgt for 4 month le..
S, i do miss u loads i really do

wonder will u miss mii like i miss u?

will u still need mii like i need u?

i admit i do fall deeply for u

till i cannot get out..

ppl say slowly will 4get will slowly overcome it..
but till nw? mind appear u when i feel down,
i dono why.. when it appear i will just smile..
i don feel like callin other ppl that name
only u.. cos only u suit that name.

i cannot overcome it i really cannot...

seriously u do changed my life
but maybe cos of my attitude,
make u think u did not..
sorry.

i don mind suffer it myself..

i don mind cryin everynite..

for u i really don mind..

how i wish i could see ur smile once again..

i really miss everything about u..

i miss the hug, the sms talkin on phone,

with u almost everynite b4 goin to slp..

i really do regret!!

i regret nv listen to u..

i really wan u back so badly..

but i guess i can only just bein ur fren bah ):

tot it hurt but for u i don mind..

rather b fren with u then bein enemy with u..

cannot seem to msg with u at all..

b fren can msg tot might b less,

but i am still happy le..

feelin nw make mii think of,
havin a depression soon..

i cannot seem to move forward,

and backward at all..

i am just stuck here..

wonder will u notice it?

maybe i am alreay nth to u..

i were once in ur eye,

but nw? am i still in ur eye?

do u know how important u are to mii??

i just wanna tell u from the start we b back tgt,
i told u i love u is all true..
my love for u is not a toy or joke..

seriously i do need u.. ):

i am just a stupid fool in this world ):

i cannot seem to fix my this puzzle,

cos i lost that piece of puzzle..

really wan u back!

i admit i still love u so much.

2010-02-24T22:15:00.000-08:00

one month 27 day

i am w/o u le ):

i will continue wait for u.

to u maybe easy to pass

but to mii it really ver hard to pass..

i dono why when come to nite

my tears will just auto drop..

without knowin...

u just keep appear in my mind!

out of a sudden i feel that i am lost..

lost in ur everywhere..

i don seem to b in ur eye always le..

not even ur everywhere..

i guess i am really just ur stupid fool...

cannot seem to do anything at all..

u seem to go too far le,

and u don seem to know ur way back...

u know i love u so..

the thing u tell mii really hurt mii..

i rather i don even know it..

why? u talk to mii as fren till so cold? haix...

day without u really sux...

i miss u so badly...

really wanted u back..

2010-02-08T21:32:00.000-08:00

one month 11 day~

after readin ur thing i feel so heart pain..

u use to tell mii everything but nw?

i don think so, u rather keep to urself then tellin mii..

wad am i to u in ur heart nw?

u give mii the feelin was like we were so damn fuckin far apart..

i really dono i really don understand it!

i admit this fuckin one month 11 day

without u really kill mii..

really drop my tears every nite..

i admit i miss u damn fuckin loads...

i still love u like how i use too..

i just like a stupid fool ur stupid fool..

i wish i were in ur eye always.. ):

2010-02-01T21:20:00.000-08:00

one month 4 day :

i really wan u back..

dono why this few day every of ur msg,

to mii are so pain if not jiu the word u say

hurt my heart damn badly...

feel like heart gt a hole and it keep bleed

cry like an idiot when at nite..

i just cannot stop myself from cryin

tears just keep droppin like a tap water...

i know i hurt u alot last time,

but if nw u willin to give mii one more chance

i promise i will cherish u even more wont hurt u

like last time le..

haix.. w/o u de day is just so empty & sux..

i cannot stop myself from thinkin of u everyday..

u have the most important place in my heart..

i'm sorry for everything...

will u give mii one more chance?

i wanna b ur princess again...

S i need u

2010-01-31T22:49:00.000-08:00

one month & 3 day ~

i am still waitin for ur return,
i promise i will cherish u even more
will u give mii one more chance?
i know i hurt u alot last time..
i'm sorry

2010-01-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

it wont make any different anymore le i guess):

no matter how hard i try...

like once u say wad gone is gone

and why is gone only fault is myself

cos i did not cherish.

haix maybe i am lousy bah

dono how show...

haix keep msg u non stop

really regret..

wad if i change nw??

will u b back to mii?

will u still use ur heart to love mii?

u always say when i change then see how

but nw? ): hmm..

maybe is already too late le bah..

i already try ver hard to control le

i nv msg u that much le..

this few day i keep thinkin of u.

cos other then thinkin of u

i dono wad else thing i can do anymore..

cannot u see i tryin?

i admit i will still miss u like how i use too!
i will still put u in my heart like how i use too also..
u wont lose ur spot in my heart..

wo hai shi hen ai ni

2009-12-30T06:44:00.000-08:00

i really do miss u loads..

did not really eat at all

how i wish u were here to feed mii.

haix maybe cannot le bah..

cry like hell ytd till eye swollen..

all i wan is u.. ur love ur care

but maybe is i am stupid bah..

keep break my promise to u..

i know when i change u will b happy..

yet till nw i fail to change alot..

SORRY!!

from today i will try ver ver hard to change just to see u smile again..

cos ur smile just melts my whole body..

make mii feel so weak..

u are the reason why i can smile so happily..

w/o u really ver ver xinku & so empty..

one whole day mind is just thinkin of u...

cannot get u out of my mind..

u really mean alot in my heart..

CAN WE START AFRESH AGAIN?

i wont make u angry so much le

wont make all the idiot mistake again.. will u?

havin u as my std is really a bless..

i can get to know u in this life time is all fate..

i know i gt alot of bad point for u i will try my best to change my bad point to gd point!

PRETTY GIRL, WILL U B MY FOREVER??

2009-12-29T08:57:00.000-08:00

i don wanna say gdbye...

cos i wan u.. only u

it so empty w/o u do u know??

tears just cannot stop droppin down..

u are still the one i love i need i care..

i am sorry that i fail to keep my promise..

u are still the only person i need...

u are always my beloved angel..

my beloved biggest star on the sky..

u will b my last...

cos u are my everything even my life..

u are so so so important..

u really mean alot in my heart.. my love

even i need do wad just to have out little i don mind..

as long as the person is u.. SLMH! I LOVE U STILL!! ):

2009-12-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!

hmm christmas eve went to xinyi meii house

meetin baby at woodland that day

and baby say she gt tuition so we jiu wait

for baby tuition hao but end up baby nv go tuition

at home playin com RAWR..

hai i and xinyi wait for baby...

met baby at woodland le walk around

buy for xinyi her present and baby brought for her too!

but sad mii don have ): hahax jkjk

then we train over to jp to walk and buy thing to cook..

after buy le bus to xinyi house..

we cook spaghetti to eat hehex. (not bad)

and we still gt our mushroom soup for supper hahax..

they say ton ton ton but end up

we three watch show baby bring come de..

end up they watch new moon half way xinyi fall asleep hahax..

and baby say time was only 2 plus only. is like SO early...

on christmas day

we mornin 9 plus wake brush teeth just to eat roti prata

hahax cute rite? after eat we talk and joke awhile

and i and baby go to her room and we fall asleep

while she is talkin on the stupid phone!

wake le talk and play and xinyi de fren come to give her thing

and we asked him to buy BBT for us hahax..

and xinyi asked him to buy her teriyaki chicken

cos she wanted to eat so he buy..

he bring come then he jiu go le.

then after eat & drink we go bath & off we are to jp..

walked around and eat lunch with baby at lai lai..

then we went off around 7 plus.. reached xinyi house around 8 plus..

play card & watch tv till 10 i and baby go back le..

baby send mii back to my house there & i pei baby go take mrt..

i simply love my baby can?! so late le she still send mii back

then she go back to sk to find her fren..

is like so late le lor yet she still send mii back..

bein with baby de time just pass so fast ):

THANKS BABY~

BABY I LOVE U TO THE MAX!!!

2009-12-20T08:11:00.000-08:00

baby faster faster faster back!!

i miss die u liao le...

I LOVE SHARON LOW MH!

2009-12-18T08:08:00.000-08:00

IDIOT BABY I MISS U SO BADLY!! ):

4 more day u comin back le..

i cannot wait le la.. RAWR!

faster come back..
i need u so badly...
w/o u is so empty...
how i wish i can fly to urside nw. ):

STUPID IDIOT BABY, I LOVE U!!!

2009-12-11T06:38:00.000-08:00

i really dono wad to do!!

can anyone teach mii?

i really wan my S back~
i am so lost w/o u..
will u b mine again??
u are the one that light up my life..
w/o u i am just a plain girl with nth...

2009-12-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

BLOG WILL B DEAD !

(MIA-IN)

will post when i feel like...

don ask mii update...

i wan i will update..

not really in mood this few day..

missin u so badly!

2009-11-26T07:01:00.000-08:00

21 day le seen we break haix..
today went out with u was fun..
i dono why always go out with u is always a happy de.
there is nth to worry about and feel safe bein with u.
missin u all day since u off the bus T.T
when u drop the bus and look back at mii,
my tears just auto drop down...
feel lonely & empty w/o u beside mii.
i wan u back so much.. ):

babygirl, ur warm eye really kill my heart badly!

2009-11-23T08:00:00.000-08:00

ur warm eye kill my heart down!!

idiot it been 19 day i am w/o u le ):

when are u goin to b back?

2009-11-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

i wanted is ur warm love, ur care, ur sweet msg, ur hug and ur time*

AND LASTLY ALL I WANTED WAS U ONLY U~

2009-11-15T08:01:00.000-08:00

✯ happy 7th month anniversary bee!

i am sorry for everything i have done.

i wont hurt u anymore le,

that day i hurt u i really regret it.

and i told myself that i wont hurt u anymore le,

that was the last time.

i promise u.

i nv think of break any of ur rule...

and i wont break it too!

i just wanna b with u bee.

wanna b the one that u love most.

the one that u cannot live w/o..

germaine love sharon~

give mii a chance hao ma?

2009-11-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

babygirl, 9 day i am w/o u le...
do u know is like one yrs w/o u haix..
do u know how much i need u?
do u know how much i want u back?
do u know how much i want u be mine?
i really miss our sweet time
our that cute cute logo that u make de.
no wan will do that logo for mii only u.
no wan do so much thing for mii before too.
always i ask u for patch u like avoid & don wan
ans my that question...

i really love u loads,
u are the first person i fall so deep for.
u are also the one who teach mii wad true love are.
babygirl, can we start afresh? start all over again?
like how we use to before? can we?

☆
girl, do i still stand a chance in ur heart?

2009-11-11T06:33:00.000-08:00

big girl don cry but i not big enough that why i did cry!

IT GONE!! IT DEAD!!

ppl always say big girl wont cry don cry wan.
ya i know but so wad?
big le jiu cannot cry then wad tears for?
it so hard to control ur own tears can?
tell myself should not cry but it ownself drop
it really ver hard can? haix...
but this hard is not more hard then losin u
in my life once again...
why must i b so stupid so idiot?!
lose u is the hardest thing in my life!

if i gt the chance again
i wont do all the stupid thing anymore...
but scare is it wont b a chance le..
i will put u more then anything else..
in my heart u are the important one..
sorry to hurt u all this mth...
really wan u back in my life..
but i think it hard bah.. haix..

IDIOT tell mii u love mii still will U*

2009-11-09T03:49:00.000-08:00

why u has stop mii for goin in?? T.T
haix why u can b gd to mii,
but not long u use all the hurtful word to mii?
haix it really ver pain & hurt...
each time when we talk hao hao
i will think we are ok le but...
who know not long u use ur hurt word to mii back...
for the past 5 day mind is just thinkin of u.
mind cannot get u out..
and that make mii know how important u are to mii..

u are just hot & cold~
really wan u back so much!

idiot tell mii u love mii still..

2009-11-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

(MIA-IN)

haix, i will still b waitin for u.
singapore is big and alot of ppl around,
but we can met & to be together is fate.
is not easy to have this type of fate & feelin.

couple quarrel couple break cos they don really understand & love each other.
but to mii u are that special one that i love & i can truely understand.
and that make mii know that i can't lose u...
i still rmb that time that i gave u empty promises & make u pissed off.
i know i am in the fault & i shouldn't have gave u those empty promises.
adding on, i know sometime i have over control u but everything i did is cos
i really care for u. i don wish u to understand mii but i just wan u to know
i really love u alot.
just for this one last time i wont give u any empty promises again
so i promise u i will give u freedom & i will never over control u again.
lastly bee I LOVE U. 160409...

2009-11-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

just by missin u really make mii go crazy!
u may not know how much i miss & love u.
u are deeply into my heart.
ur name are just tattoo-ed in my mind & heart.
it will not b lost.

went out with bee today is fun even tot time was short.
hope bee like the flower tot it may not b ver nice.
and sorry hai u so late go back home. ):
i love u bee~

2009-11-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

haix one week w/o u like fuckin one yrs w/o u!
do u know i am missin u so badly nw? ):
it seen so hard. it really ver hard...

2009-10-29T07:13:00.000-07:00

Hello, Baby I know you want spongebob so badly so I changed your blogskin for you. If not nice can tell me, I try change to make other type de skin give you.

Please hor, this one got one no two hor. If Baby, you see le feel weird tell me kay?
Luv you to the max!

♥ Hunny's Bee

from:xiaoger hunny

To: xiao chill bee

thanks for the blogskin is so cute la!

BABY I LOVE U TO THE MAX TOO!

U ARE ONLY MINE!

U ARE MY EVERYTHING ♥

2009-10-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

hihi i am back from my chalet le hehex!

first i need to thx my beloved baby for her present is so touchin can! OMG
baby i love u loads! and baby thx for pei mii for two day.
and so late go back home the next day. hai u nv go sch ): sry.

I LOVE MY BABY!!
i swear i really love u!
u are my only one*

U ARE MY EVERYTHING~

thx to ling for comin my chalet and go back so late. :)
thx to xinyi & her bf for comin my chalet too!
even if u both did not stay for long hahax.
thx for the present wor.

thx for all the ppl that wish mii happy bday wor :)
love ya*

2009-10-22T09:13:00.000-07:00

3 sister and 4 brother
why the 7 sister & brother of us cannot b like last time anymore?
the 7 of us use to hangout tgt, drink tgt, play tgt, have fun tgt
joke tgt, disturb each other.
why nw we will become like that? why?
why must we all make till like this?
when u all see our last time pic don u feel so fun when tgt?
we go out from 11 plus till late then we go back?
cos of one girl all of us broke don u all find not worth it?
we 7 sister & brother tgt how long le?
why must we all have to quarrel and become like this?
when u all think back all this worth it ma?
all of us is not easy bein tgt wan leh.
all of us mostly also tgt for 1 yrs or more le lor.
some of us know each other even longer leh.
haix and thing just like that GONE*

REALLY MISS OUR HAPPILY TIME~

the 7 sister & brother u all know who u all are^

2009-10-18T06:57:00.001-07:00

wonder this one week how am i goin to overcome it?

it is really ver hard. ):

w/o u i just feel so lonely so empty ):

always wanted u to be by myside.

cos i wan to b with u and not bein alone.

i know it my fault to make u angry everytime,
but i really don mean it de bee.
i am sorry when i say i will wait ur reply,
but i did not and still msg u
till u feel so fan and stress i'm sorry!
i know wad i say nw is like already too late.
i broke my promise le.
u already make u angry le,
and u also already start to bein cold to mii.
i really don wan u cold to mii,
i wan u warm to mii instead of cold.

rmb this logo?
(@.@) & (-0.0-)
u give mii this logo (@.@),
is cos u say i am toot
and u give urself this logo (-0.0-)
just cos u wear spec.
i rmb everything about this.
cos of this we fell in love more deeply.
cos of this u make my heart melt,
is ur love make mii feel safe with u
let mii feel warm beside u.

u are just as toot as mii,
when u always say i am toot.
u always at nite don really like cover blanket de,
sometime lazy to cover blanket
when i not beside u when sleepin who cover for u?
end up u will b havin a flu like that time le.
and u always play com till dono time de,
if i nv tell u also nv notice wad time.
and u nv hao hao de eat ur meal de,
sometime skip ur meal
don skip ur meal le ok?

when i am in ur arms i feel so comfortable, safe and so sweet.
only ur arms can make mii feel all that.
when i cold u will b there to hug mii tight,
and u will ask mii izzit better i ans ya or hai hao
is cos i wan u to hug mii more tight till u don bear to let go.
i don wan go anywhere or place cos
ur arms is the best place i wan.
i always look into ur eye is cos i wanted to tell u,
how much i love u.

i wan u to take care of mii nw till forever!

cos hunny need bee to live.

i admit i love u ver deeply le.
i admit i miss u so much,
even we did saw each other ytd.
i admit i need u so badly nw & forever ):
i admit i am lousy in showin alot of thing,
SORRY!

u took away
my heart,
my soul,
my breath,
my body.

u are my everything in my word, my life.
do u know u mean the whole world to mii?
do u know how much u mean to mii?

WANTED U BACK MYSIDE SO BADLY*

hope u will read this. ):

2009-10-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

WILL NOT BE PICKING UP ANY CALLS FROM TODAY ONWARDS, TILL ONE WEEK LATER. MIA-EDDDD.
one week is ver hard for mii to pass and i am missin u so badly.
I will pickup anycalls from u.

I'm sorry for the things I have done to you,
I know I broke our promises alot of times,
I know I'm irritating to keep SMSing you,
But wad I wanted to say so much to you,
Is wad I always said: "iloveyou, imissyou."
I know these words meant nothing,
But it really meant from my heart.
I really love you like how I first loved myself.
I know wadever I said nw, There's no use.
You have given mii a cold shoulder, & I cannot live without u.
This is for you:
WITHOUT U, LIFE SEEN MEANINGLESS.
I WAN U BACK SO BADLY.
My world has stopped revolving,
Till you return, time is standing still,
And the cold has settled around mii,
With its stinging, breathless chill.
But my love for you keeps growing,
And the story of love, untold.

We know each other seen 07/03/08

2009-10-15T11:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SIXTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY BEE*
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

wanna b ur princess till the end!
only wan u and not other.
b with mii till the end will u?

2009-10-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

[MIA-IN]

bee don bu li wo anymore le can?
DUI BU QI
it really ver xinku.

i only wan u and not other.
only u SLMH~
i just wanna b ur beloved princess.
BEE I NEED YOU!
BEE I WANT U!!
BEE I REALLY LOVE U LOADS!

2009-10-08T08:57:00.000-07:00

all i ever wanted was ur love, ur sweet kiss, ur warm hug and ur care.
i just wan u to care mii more izzit hard?
i don get ur care that much le.
maybe cos i always make u angry bah.
haix. all i can blame is myself bah.
i just wan u to b happy only,
did not think that we will quarrel or wad.
or even make u angry neh.
haix I'M SORRY!

just only wanted to b ur beloved princess till the end!!
I LOVE U MY STUPID BEE~

2009-10-07T09:24:00.000-07:00

baby i am sorry.
i am really really sorry.
read ur post on 7 or 8 june.
after i read ur last time post,
then i found out i am really stupid.
i feel so foolish.
rmb gt one time we quarrel till we break?
and gt one time i say we b gan for sometime?
i think back i feel so stupid
i fuckin hate myself for that.
after read all that last time post
then i know u are really love mii,
and u are mean for mii.
and yet that time i say alot of hurt u de word,
i am sorry i hate myself.
i am seriously am idiot.
and yet i still can tell u about the 3 day separation period,
make u so hurt so head pain SORRY GIRL.
i nw then know i have hurt u so much so badly,
seen the day we break till we are finally ok.
sorry to to make u have those scar,
make u cry so badly make u drop so many tears.
make u suffer so much of the pain.
and always make u angry for nth.
yet u nv fail to make mii smile.
and u nv stop lovin mii till nw. thanks.
girl i really love u.
girl i really needed u.
no matter how plain u are i will always love u.
will u 4give mii for wad i have say or done to u b4?
and can we b like last time?
can we start afresh girl??

u will always b my bigggest star on the sky.
over the rainbow i saw de is always u.

2009-10-07T03:41:00.001-07:00

hmm ppl wont b blog for some time
cos am too lazy liao le hahax.

MISSIN MY BELOVED BEE NW!
U WILL ALWAYS B IN MY MIND & MY HEART!
U ARE ONLY MINE!

STUPID BEE I LOVE U SO MUCH~

2009-10-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

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2009-10-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEE!
I LOVE U LOADS LOADS!!

2009-10-01T11:26:00.001-07:00

wad hurt the most was watchin u walk away from my side.

2009-09-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

hubby how i wish u can faster 21 sia
so that we can live together,
everyday can see u don need miss u like hell le.
wake up first person saw de is u,
before slp first saw de person is also u.
how xinfu it is.
cannot wait for the day or time to come.
then hubby can feed mii eat,
cover blanket for mii when i am cold at nite.
hubby i really wan spend this type de life with u.
everyday have u beside mii jiu enough le.
i am already happy liao le.

i wan live with u till we grow old.

I LOVE U MY DEAR HUSBAND!
NEED U IN MY LIFE!
W/O U MY LIFE WILL JUST B NTH*

2009-09-29T08:14:00.000-07:00

baby even if we stay far from each other but no matter how far we stay u are always in my heart. i just wanna tell u i love u loads!! T.T
dui bu qi i know i care too much is all cos i love u.
girl i cannot live w/o u not even a day. i mean it.

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2009-09-29T04:05:00.000-07:00

i am bored !!!
no ppl entertain mii sad!
baby is playin with her game
left mii alone how sad it is haix.
nw i am hungry RAWR
but nth for mii to eat leh sad.
have to go cook myself so lazy la.
how wish baby were here sia
so baby can cook maggie for mii hahax
miss baby de maggie sia
so nice hehex.

baby i love u so much!!

S is mine

2009-09-28T10:40:00.000-07:00

i am here to post le hahax.
just came back from jurong east there.
today meet up with baby and baby de fren xinyu at redhill,
go take pay then after take talk talk with jojo awhile.
then we off to jurong point to meet xinyu de fren,
then when to catch bear bear but nv catch dao sad ):
then jiu go buy some food while waitin for lynn come down,
after meet lynn le we went to meet xinyi meii hahax,
xinyi meii waited for us at bus stop then we go find place
seat down as baby leg is pain~ (xin tong)
then i and meii go buy water after buy le went up to her house,
play poker joke around talkin on phone with the "GIRL" and so angry.
then around 12.05 go down with baby and lynn go take bus to jurong east
then rash for last train but too bad train run le,
then baby and lynn kena stuck at jurong hahax.
after that take 334 back to xinyi house there tot take 157 but no have le,
then baby and lynn peii mii go opp bus stop wait bus as they take cab home.
and mii take my 502 back home alone T.T

is so scary when bein alone at bus stop at nite.

baby brought mii a mickey mouse from xinyi hahax.
baby thx loads love u!

have a fun day with baby & lynn & xinyi today :)

BABY S I LOVE DIE U LA!
MUACKX.
MISS U LOADS!

2009-09-27T10:47:00.000-07:00

head feel so pain out of a sudden!
haix goin to creak le help!
missin my baby S nw!
how how how how!

2009-09-26T12:50:00.001-07:00

I LOVE DIE YOU

Love, S

2009-09-24T05:15:00.001-07:00

Everything's ohkay already. Patch le and I love her still.

GERMAINE WONG, I FUCKING LOVE YOU ♥

2009-09-21T07:37:00.000-07:00

i know maybe u wont trust mii le i'm sorry
really regret for all the stupid thing i have done!
just hope u will give mii one chance haix.
DUI BU QI
ALL IS MY FUCKIN FAULT !
I NV HAO HAO CHERISH U WHEN I HAVE U!
NW I WAN CHERISH U AGAIN,
MAYBE DON HAVE THE CHANCE.
ONLY CAN BLAME I AM STUPID BAH.
BUT I JUST WANNA TELL U,
I REALLY LOVE U LOADS!!
I NV LIE U IS TRUE!

2009-09-21T05:29:00.001-07:00

take mii away with u~

S i miss u so badly.
haix sorry for everything that i have done.
all my fren scold mii and say i am stupid,
cos u treat mii so gd yet i do all thing that hurt dao u.
DUI BU QI S
really fuckin regret nw!
can i have u back to mii again?
haix we b like b4 hao ma?
give mii one chance will u?
today mornin msg u till evenin u nv reply mii,
haix was keep lookin at my phone from mornin till evenin.
but jiu shi nv get dao ur msg.
was kindly sad. ):
haix i am really sorry S.

i really need u S.
by myside 4ever!
I LOVE U!
160409

love u

2009-09-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

how i wish u were here for mii~

hmm here to blog le...
just nw talk on phone with u is so happy,
even tot long really that long but still i am happy le.
we are just like last time talkin on phone back le.
dono why always when i get dao ur msg or see dao u call mii,
i feel so happy even only talk awhile i am also happy liao.
sometime talk on phone with u i feel like call u baby,
but scare u will angry or wad so nv.
but just nw i call u baby the first time u ans mii,
i so happy when the second time i call u baby u like no li mii.
but till i am happy cos i get to talk with u on phone.
maybe u will say i childish bah,
cos of u i need to b childish i don mind.
can b with u i am really happy le.
sometime i wan u care mii more then normal care i don dare,
ços i scare. but i really wan u to care mii more.
maybe no one have been dote so much to mii b4 bah,
the most only parent?
u are the first person who dote mii so much.

really wish to b YOURS!
I WANNA B YOUR GIRL!
I LOVE U SO MUCH!
160409

S i love u.

2009-09-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

U ARE THE REASON WHY.

baby S i am still waitin for u to b back.
my BABY PRINCE u're mine!!
i know i am stupid to let u go
i nw really regret le.
can i have u back to myside?
this time i wont lie u or wad le.
it's has been one week 5 day le
time pass so fast haix hope u are beside mii.
really miss u so fuckin much u know?
always wanted to meet u but u don wan,
everytime i sms u ask u meet i hope u will say ok,
but end up always meet bu dao ni.
wo zhen de hen xiang he ni zai yi qi.
this one week plus u have been cold & hot.
haix how i wish we can everyday so warm so sweet.
i don wan to b without u le.
i really need u baby S.
u are the first person that dote mii so much de.
no wan dote mii so much b4 other then family.
after u left mii i really feel so empty feel so lonely haix.
i am so stupid i nw then know u are how important to mii.
BUI BU QI BABY S.

I REALLY LOVE U LOADS!
I NEED U BESIDE MII!
I NEED U!
I WANT U!

2009-09-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

idiot wo hen xiang nii
without u really ver xinku
i know i am wrong sorry x1ooo
i just hope u wont angry with mii le.
i really have know my mistake liao le.
can u don angry with mii le?
don so cold to mii don bu li wo liao ke yi ma?

idiot i really love u alot.

2009-09-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

really miss u alot haix
i am really sorry about ytd
really don mean it de.
maybe it too late le bah.
u also have avoid mii le,
wad i am do.
just hope we can patch back
and b like how we use too haix.
really love u loads!

miss u ):

2009-09-16T07:58:00.000-07:00

haix it has been a week plus i am w/o u le ):
do u know how badly i miss u?
when i msg u u not late reply jiu shi no reply mii de,
haix everytime when i gt msg how i wish it was u.
when i gt call how i wish it was u too!
today should b our fifth mth le but haix.
do u rmb we once say b4 that when our fifth mth,
we go and buy our ring?
i am so stupid bah to lie u to do all the thing that u don like.
how i wish u would give mii one more chance again
i know u have given mii alot of chance le,
but is i ownself nv hao hao cherish it.
haix REALLY REGRET IT!
this past one week 2 day i have been like a fool,
keep askin myself if i would nv lie to u this wont happen le bah.
regret for doin all the thing u don like and havin this happen,
haix i am the biggest fool of all.
love u yet dono how show it and instead of make u love mii more,
i make u more angry and hate mii haix.
this one week 2 day i haven been ver xinku
maybe i am use to have u always msg mii?
sweet with mi, care mii, sayang mii and dote mii le bah?
without ur all this and u i feel so lonely so empty.
no matter the road how hard to walk down
i am willin to hold ur hand and walk down this road with u.
I REALLY REGRET DOIN ALL THE STUPID THING.

I LOVE U SO MUCH SHARON!!

2009-09-08T03:45:00.000-07:00

~MIA-IN~

2009-09-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

its over its really over le :(

without u i dono wad to do liao la.
mind really totally blank.
really after break i just cannot slp,
i cannot get u out of my mind.
i dono why i try to 4get but i just cannot,
haix maybe like sotong say bah.
i have fall ver deep le bah.
i cry the whole nite.
i feel so empty with out u with mii.
hmm maybe i am just a lousy std ,
and fail as a std de ren bah.
i really try hard to change le,
maybe i nv use my heart enough bah.
but this time i will use my heart and try my ver best to change
for u i will change. no matter how hard it is.
sorry to let u waste so much time on mii.
DUI BU QI
but i just wanna tell u one thing,
i still love u so much so deep.
my love for u has nv go down or fade.

may i R.I.p

2009-09-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

HI. GERMAINE'S STEAD HERE.

She's too lazy to update. So I have to update for her.
Well. I serious don't know what to say. But. Yea. I LOVE HER.
You touch her, I touch you back. NOT _l_. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Aiya. ._. I mean just cannot touch her, only me :D
TYVM & BYE :D

2009-08-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

hey ppl sharon is

my baby and if u try to snatch her

away from mii u will see wad i will do,

i make sure i will KILL u or WHACK u!!

don care go in seat or not la!

u snatch my baby u DIE!!

my baby is only MINE belong to mii.

I LOVE HER!!

sharon only belong to germaine~

2009-08-29T02:22:00.000-07:00

haix maybe u wont know bah.
T.T hmm.
miss u so so much!
cannot u care mii more then normal?
haix.

2009-08-19T08:19:00.000-07:00

hey ppl germaine will b MIA-IN
anything can msg her
but not 1oo% she will reply

2009-08-09T11:56:00.000-07:00

I hope you're happy with today. I know I've made you sad. But, I hope you're happy still. Sorry to make you miss this year's firework. We'll catch the next year's one I promise.

i miss u

2009-07-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

hmm seen nth do jiu write write abit bah.
bored ~~~~~
waitin for ppl to jio mii out sia
but no ppl jio sad lor. T.T
ok la lazy write le hahax
cya ppl.
will blog more often le :)

2009-06-28T03:12:00.000-07:00

hey ppl i wont blog so often le.

but will blog if i feel like

anything just contact mii by phone!

this few day seen to have mood swing dono why

just kindly suck la can!

i can change my mood in 2 sec

it suck till cannot suck can.

take care ppl :))

cya soon.

2009-06-26T10:14:00.000-07:00

This will be the last post I'll be posting I guess.

It's all a dream. I was foolish to think that you will be able to understand me, I was foolish to think you'll understand me. I don't know how long later will you read this. But sorry, I can't be the one. I can't give you happiness.
You asked me why I still be with you even if it was so xinku.
This was my reply: Because I just want to love you and take care of you. I'm someone who doesn't know how to take care of myself and love myself. I'm just someone who thinks negative, cries alot and cut myself. Being with you make me realise how much I wanted to take care of you. How much I wanted to show you my love.
But sorry, my love isn't so big. My love can't last long. I already tried. Everytime it hurts, I hold on for the 5 year promise. I tried everything to make you smile. I asked my friends and your kor. I really did, maybe you didn't realise it, but it kinda hurt to me.
But after everything we gone through, I'm not strong, I can't hold on. This is my limits. I got no other ideas, no other options to make you smile, to give you happiness.
You wanted me to give up meeting terence, I can.
You wanted what, i tried to give it to you.
Then later i realise you can't do it for me. I then realise something i didn't feel for a long time. The feeling of being played. I may have hurt you last year, that's why I try my best not to hurt you this year. But I think this is revenge, that's why now you're hurting me. All well. All the best to you.
Take care. Don't keep knocking into things at night.
Don't wait anymore. Just wake up from this dream ba.
Sorry I fail as a stead.

2009-06-08T05:52:00.001-07:00

{ MIA-IN }

will mia for some time

anything wait for mii back then say bah.

don worry about mii.

thx for all ur concern ppl :)

take care ppl :)

cya ppl soon.

soon i will know le.

2009-06-03T08:36:00.000-07:00

hey i am here to blog le hahax
seriously abit lazy la.
but nth to do jiu blog lor

ytd nite did not slp at all cos of something
then end up today wake up around 1 plus
then go wash up then go change bedsheet
after change hao le jiu go on com to play awhile
then saw sinyee msg mii wan go out ma?
before she msg mii is her jie msg mii hahax.
weather wan meet her meii today ma?
but i tell her don wan cos i abit lazy go out
while i msg with her i msg with baby too!
then around 3 or 4 plus xinyi call mii
ask where am i this all then wan go out anot?
hahax tell her same thing too.
after that around 5 call baby
ask baby where baby is? then baby say on mrt
goin home then after we hang the phone
i msg baby wan meet anot hahax.
baby say baby wanted to ask mii too hehex.
then go bath and change and i went to go meet baby.
actually is meet baby at yew tee but baby mrt too fast
and i was waitin for the mrt then baby jiu say meet je.
then jiu meet baby at je lor hahax.
and baby give mii baby de necklace hehex.
hmm after that 9 plus went home le.
reach home around 10 plus bah.
hmm i think that all le hehex.
bye bye!!

anyway seriously i am so so JEALOUS haix.
maybe i really cannot get out of my easy jealous way bah?
cos of something baby write at baby de blog?

I MISS MY HUBBY!
HUBBY I LOVE U!

2009-06-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

haix i am just so fcukin miss u
after that last msg u send mii
i msg u so many u did not reply mii even one.
maybe i am use to it by sms u everytime?
and u reply mii everytime too?
then it was like suddenly u did not reply mii
i feel so sad, empty & lonely i dono why.
all my mind nw is thinkin of u
other then that my mind is nth but blank de.
i'm sorry i know i always make u sad,angry & jealous.
and everytime u angry i cannot even do anything at all
haix i wanted to cheer u up but i just so scare
maybe i scare i will say the wrong thing again?
and make u more sad haix.

i rather i sad then u sad
each time i saw u sad i feel ver sad,
and each time i saw u sad it break my heart.

hubby i just wanna tell u no matter wad,
i will always b here for u de.

and i wanna tell u that
HUBBY I LOVE U FCUKIN LOADS!!
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT U!

2009-05-29T23:14:00.000-07:00

i am here to blog le hahax.
ver bored n nth to do haix.
so i come post lor.

today wake up around 1.45pm like that
was so tired sia went outside take my phone
see gt any msg ma but don have T.T
then msg baby tell baby i wake up le
but baby still sleepin leh.
dad was at there
keep askin mii wake up wake up
go out eat i tell him don wan le
he still ask mii wake up
then i shout at him don wan then
he jiu nv fan mii liao.
and he went out with his wife le
after i have wake up.
wake up go wash up jiu come play com le hahax.
nw waitin for baby to wake up only.
hmm think that all le bah hahax.
bye :))

2009-05-28T07:41:00.000-07:00

hey ppl i come blog le hahax.

bored sia so come blog lor.

if not baby jiu will b there naggin le

i blog le happy hahax.

just reach home not long

cos send baby go woodland.

today wake up around 11 plus or 12 plus

not too sure hahax cos 4get le.

hmm wake up go wash up then

went to play com awhile

well waitin for baby to come my house

then i called baby cos baby tell mii

that baby reach joo koon le

i was shock then i jiu ask baby where baby

then she only at jurong east neh

and she tell mii at joo koon aiyo toot baby.

hmm then talk with baby till boon lay

i went to my mrt station fetch baby

when walkin to mrt station the rain started le.

sad then after buy food liao rain ver heavy

jiu go one blk slack first wait for the rain small

end up we slack not long the rain stoped.

then we jiu walk go my house lor.

we watch the andacoda (dono how spell) show

till 8 plus pei baby go woodland walk awhile

then baby pei mii wait mrt first then

she went back home by bus.

i think that all bah hahax.

baby today told mii that she wanted to quit smokin

for the sake of mii hahax.

i am so happy cos is like finally

baby wanted to quit smokin for the sake of mii?

baby i so so so LOVE U!!!

and i started to miss my baby le T.T

baby u are my everything!!

baby i cannot live without u!

2009-05-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

i feel so useless haix.
always baby sad or no mood
i cannot even do anything for baby
the most i only can tell baby don sad or no mood
or don think so much this all
other then that i cannot even do anything le.
each time i see baby unhappy or wad
i just feel unhappy too i cannot even cheer baby up
by myself haix.
each time baby sad
i wanted cheer baby up but i dono how to.
baby i just wan to tell u one thing that is
no matter how
I STILL LOVE U SO MUCH BABY!

2009-05-25T04:43:00.000-07:00

qing ai de hubby
we were given:
two hands to hold.
two legs to walks.
two eyes to see.
two ear to listen.
but why only one heart ??
cos the others was given to u but nobody else.
WO AII NII <33

2009-05-18T10:16:00.000-07:00

i am so so sooooo boredddd
writin blog as i was lazy but someone say i lazy pig
then keep ask mii post blog then i jiu post lor
i am so lazy to post sia hahax
tot i am bored but i am lazyyyyy.

should start from i wake up that time bah hahax
today wake up around 12 plus and i wake up
saw baby de msg and my fren and reply her and fren de msg
fell back sleep awhile then jiu wake up go wash face
then jiu go on tv to watch hahax and later on while
i goin to bath saw baby msg mii sayin that she pon class
then she first first say wan go home ask mii go her house
but later end up baby come my house find mii hahax
so sweet of baby she from her sch there bishan
come all the way down to jurong to meet mii hehex.
love u soooo much la!!
when baby was on her way down to jurong
dono at wad station she tell mii that gt a few girl keep
starin at her and she and the girl talk back with each other
and baby tell mii that one of the girl look like frog hahax so bad of her.
then the girl when out of mrt at jurong east
baby was out of the mrt at jurong east too hahax
and they took mrt toward joon koon (ps dono how spell)
and they took the first train come well baby took the second train
and when to mrt station to fetch baby as she ask mii fetch de T.T
when there to fetch her after meet her baby jiu smoke well walkin
to my house we seat at one staircase wait for her to smoke finish
after finish we went up my house and we watch ghost show in my uncle room
after the ghost show finish we listen to some song hahax.
then we was bored we play poker as baby keep bully mii rawr!
baby pei mii till 10 plus then she went home
before pei her go mrt we go one voide deck slack awhile
and i send baby to took mrt home.
then after i reach home i call baby and talk with baby
till she reach home nw on msn with baby hahax.
baby was just so fuckin sweet can!
from so far come all the way down just to meet mii.
MUACKX!

BABY I LOVE U LOADS!

I MISS U!
I NEED U BADLY!
I WAN U!

2009-05-12T22:19:00.000-07:00

went to blog myself today if not baby will b at there naggin le
say wad lazy wife don wan post her blog de hahax.
this few day did not post blog cos lazy hahax
so nw seen gt time and i decide to blog le.
hmm i am guai this few day cos i did not went out
and dad was quite happy leh,
only go out with parent and did not go out with fren hahax.

today wake up around 11 plus and dad ask mii wan eat ma
then i jiu say anything lor then after eat dad wan to bring the dog go cut hair.
so i go together with him and we went to buy some cake cos i wanted to eat it
and dad bo bian so go buy give mii hahax.
dad was like hmm why u suddenly wanted to eat cake?
hahax and mii myself also dono why i wanted to eat cake too!
i just feel like eatin lor hehex.
hmm after brought le jiu went home cos ver hot cannot tahan
dad was at there naggin hot hot hahax.
later jiu go out and bring back the dog le.
haix so bored this few day at home doin nth only watchin tv.
hmm i should stop here le bah hahax :)
lazy write le ...

2009-05-04T08:09:00.000-07:00

It's the Chill That Does The Blog.

Hey Lynn & Darling, Linked You Two Already (:

girlf was at my house since thursday till sunday. did nothing but rot at home using the computer to play some y8 games to kill time.
quarrelled with her cause i hong her ;O
and later quarrelled again cause she sick yet she still drink.
anyway was talking with her then later found out me and her de kor also de same, freddy kor (:
so decided to meet him then he blanja us Q.
missing you so badly laaaaaaaa ):
loves!

2009-04-30T22:33:00.000-07:00

blogging for my lazy pigpig wife.
shes toooooooo super duper lazy to blog.

met her immediately after school around 12 plus at pioneer mrt. waited for her quite long. as i board the train at jurong east, i told her i would be there around 9 mins, as shown on the board at the station. when i arrived at pioneer, first thing i did was to go buy myself a drink. then she smsed me where are you. told her i already reach.
went to her house later on before going to bukit gombak to meet susan. took train to woodlands before changing to 161. was suppose to meet my nuer, but in the end, didnt. suppose to meet lynn, in the end didnt. michele and jovis also cannot meet. jiu ohkay lo.
later found out me and wifey have a same kor. jiu jio him out to compass slack. he helped us buy Q and went void deck to drink. went home later with wifey while susan went to boyf house.

2009-04-28T19:23:00.000-07:00

currently now in OFA, blogging for my wife.
met her with S, L & J at bishan. went to walk around before going to void deck to slack and play some cards.
around 8 plus or so went back by taking 88. then later accompanied J home while they took 161 back to woodland.
baby i know last night i made you sad again. but i didnt mean it at all. sorry. ily (:
miss you loads baby <3

2009-04-27T09:40:00.000-07:00

S here again (:
baby is sick right now. like slight fever and flu. plus sore throat.
despite being sick, she still ate chocolate and drink ice water. also clever de lor. someone can go scold her mah. she so stubborn de ):
still owe her ice cream and sushi (:
miss my baby loads.

2009-04-26T00:45:00.000-07:00

this post is S write de hahax :) :)
not i write de ):
thursday didnt get to meet S. cause of her nuer fault. last minute decision thing. say meet meet meet, in the end she cancel ):

friday went over to S house. then jovis came. then lynn. went to outram meet S de nuer and her nuer friend. played pool with lynn. went back to plaza sing to eat. slack awhile at smoking before going back to baby house.

saturday met lynn, jovis, michele and stella. slacked with them before going to baby house to drink. didnt really have much alcohol. but who cares.

ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine.
ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine. ilovegermaine.

baby, thanks for the happy memories together. me loves you forever.
you happy equals i happy. i dont mean to make you sad everytime one.
remember our promises. cause darling, i want you to be happy (:
To my BabyWifey
The stories in my heart,
You wrote.
The memories i cherish,
You created.
The happiness i feel,
You give.
Thus im bless beyond words to have YOU as my girlf C:
blogged by S C:

miss miss baby -0.0-

2009-04-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

on the 18 apr

wake up the first thing i tot of wan go sk find baby but baby don wan mii go
so nvm lor stay home till nite around 7 plus my other kor
ask mii go kovan to say about "something" about that idiot
then i jiu call baby tell baby then baby and her 3 fren come down find mii
cos i ask one of her fren to wait for mii cos i gt thing ask her and tell her
about that idiot thing then i jiu call rudolf ask him where he then ask him go with mii
cos phone no money then cannot contact baby so i ask him go
then reach here tot baby & her fren will reach first but end up we reach first
waited for them then baby was angry about something haix
then go one carpark there seat and talk about something
about that idiot then talk talk and joke abit till 11 plus then all when home
then walk to mrt station baby de two fren take bus home
left mii, baby, one of her fren and rudolf take train to sk
then rudolf take cab to amk to take bus home and baby de fren go home
& i when to ton at baby house seriously with baby de time was fun hahax
hmm then the next day when home around 9 plus after eatin ljs
reach back home around 11 plus le so tired but worth it.

I FUCKIN LOVE MY BABY!
BABY I NEED U!

i love u baby~

2009-04-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

so long did not blog le hahax so talk about something bah.
today tot can slp abit late wake up but end up kena disturb by dad
sian tired sia hahax wake up go wash up jiu go play com le.
so sian dono later should go out or not leh haix.
go out but dono where to go more sian sia
hmm should msg my meii meii later ask her go out hahax.
but sad la my meii meii gt stead nv tell mii haix.
hmm fri goin watch movie with kor and meii le yeah!
wont bored at home le hahax
hope baby will go along also bah.

I MISS BABY!
BABY U ARE MY EVERYTHING!
I LOVE LOVE U!
MUACKX!

do i still stand a place in ur heart ?

2009-03-11T22:13:00.000-07:00

today wake up quite late hahax around 12 plus.
wake up saw phone alot of msg then i slowly slowly reply them,
then went to wash up after wash up jiu go on com play com le.
then chat with a few ppl so bored chat till nth say hahax.
hmm after play com awhile quarrel with my mum shit la
always quarrel with her de mama de.
haix somemore quarrel with one fren.
tot of goin out but like no where go de.
maybe later will ask ppl tgt go pub drink bah hahax.
should stop here le cya ppl :))
talk more tmr or wad bah.

i am missin u just like before

2009-03-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

hmm so long did not blog le so decide to blog
will try blog more liao hahax so sian..
hahax need to thx my babyken kor for cheerin mii up
from ytd till nw hahax but still i am abit sad.
but like kor say maybe it should just b inside my mind
and keep for a gd memories.
really thx alot kor :)
after wad u say alot of thing ytd i think it true.
i should just put a nice nice memories in it.

wake up around 11 am today was quite tired but cannot get back to slp
so decide to wake up go wash up all this
and after all this went to watch tv awhile and went to play com le.
tot of today goin bedok meet my meii but last min fren tell mii she sick
so in the end did not go lor haix.
fri then meet meii go walk walk hahax.
seen 1 to 2 week plus i did not saw my meii le
miss her sia hahax.
faster fri then i can go meet my meii le then go my nuer de stead de chalet liao
then can see my nuer also le hehex. i seen like gt alot of ppl to meet sia hahax.
oh i still owe afew ppl of their bday present leh saded :(
must faster pay them back if not they everyday ask mii where their bday present leh.
hmm think should stop here le.
say more tmr bah hahax. cya ppl :))